Time to die.
Endless nothingness
Void of light
Can’t hear, can’t see, can’t witness – like bliss.
It’s the end.
It’s time to die.
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Happiness is fleeting.
Happiness doesn’t exist.
Melancholia.
Not happy not depressed
The artificial happiness
Expressed through medication.
I’ll be depressed soon.
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Normality
Something I haven’t experienced
Unable to distinguish between normality.
11 years.
The medication grips.
Vanishing normality.
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Voices in my head
Screaming in my ears
Depths of psychosis
Lingering reality
Balancing act
Between reality and fiction
Schizophrenic dreams
