Lil Peep Poetry
A project of mine where I create poetry inspired by the emotions of songs from different artists.
About u
The only person I regret.
Broke up prematurely.
Thought of you for months
The only person I loved.
The only person I truly care about
The only person where I felt true comfort.
We met at a troubled time.
It should have been later.
When we were both well
It was poor timing.
The disruption of mental health.
Right Here
I am right here.
If you need me
No matter the time
No matter the issue
But I am alone.
No one to talk to
No one to relate.
Silenced by my psychotic mind.
Stigma of addiction.
A weak person
Though destroyed.
Dictated by trauma.
Taking drugs to avoid PTSD.
I’m here for you, not for me.
16 Lines
Addiction slips
As I take the pills
As I drink alcohol
Nodding and vanishing
Forgetting my problems
Forgetting my self-loathing
6 hours and I am back in misery.
Withdrawals and thoughts.
To repeat the steps.
Tolerance Builds
16 Pills to feel good.
20 Pills to die.
Gradual death
Amongst the drugs
Better Off
Mind full of darkness,
A craving for death
Xanax to kill me slowly.
Heroin to seep into nothingness
Drugs to stop my heart.
A knife to the wrist
As I succumb to death,
Forgetting friends and family,
Endless darkness
My mind, body, and soul,
Enters an eternity of blackness.
I dream of death,
I dream of the void.
I dream to not exist.
